live. love. and dream. a star that constantly burns in the sky.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

picz


This image is supposed to be based off PIG-topia. Theboy on the bottom and Neith being at the top. In this image I really wanted to play around with colours...so there's not a lot of detail. I kinda like the way the colours turned out tho, and Theboy looks really cute, so that at leat I'm happy about. I like the way Neith's "wings" go up like butterfly wings, which is supposed to be her "symbol" or whatever. Anyway, tell me what you think. ^_^















Did this one a bit after I did the frilly girl, but just inked it and coloured it today. I was having a lot of trouble with the colours and was originally going to make the main theme red, black, and white, like a typical top-hat outfit (magician). Decided that I've been using too much black lately and that the detail wouldnt really show as much...shouldn't of made her eyes purple, did those before I decided to make her outfit green/pink mix Oh well, all in all I'd say it's OK.

*shakes fist at eyes*

Again, tell me what you think.! =D

More later.

Friday, August 19, 2005

watz ->

wow been posting on blog a lot lately...not sure why. and ironically the amount of visitors has lessened so it's all a cruel sick SICK circle!

fads come and go~

decided that ill definitly be wearing my retainer everynight. here's wat the conversation wid a lady who works at my ortho's was like:

lady: *opens my mouth, examines* haf u been wearing ur retainer often?

me: .........yes. every night...............................................................

lady: hnmmm....*nod nod* does it feel tight?

me: not at all~ =D

lady: ok let's see, *grabs retainer and begins to force it into my mouth, (meanwhile im in pain)* hnmm...seems kinda tight *push push*

me: *cringe cringe* oo..rehally?

lady: *takes it out* ur gonna hafta continue wearing it when u sleep. we're done.

me: le sigh....

then they tell me my next appt. is in a YR from now, and that i gotta phone them DUDE....so yeah...just so i can be FINISHED wid the damn thing, ill start wearing it...T_T


oh yeah, did u guys see that MAJOR WICKED ASS THUNDER/LIGHTING STORM! hooooolllliiieee shit!

*scratches head*

started playing rakion, by the same makes of gunbound. got addicted to it. decided to try playing hunbound...im pretty into that too but i mostly watch keane play.

LOL im the BEST mage ever in rakion. hahah i get soooo mad tho when knights team up against a mage (on my team) i see my mage friend and go rushing in wid close range attacks that do like no dmg. every1 found me SO annoying. hahaha

me: *runs up to knight* *hits*

him: *shit* *swings*

me: *runs* *hits him again*

unfortunately there's was this one knight who knew how to grab. so he grabs a hold of my weak lil body, sticks his sword in me, and then throws me on the ground!

T_T oh my.

ne way..man thought id haf a lot to say, but i dont rlly.



Whispers in the cold rain.
Calling, wishing.
Whispers in the cold heart.
Fading, dying.

Loneliness in tired eyes,
Watching as the heart cries
Reaching out toward the skies
As the soul slowly dies.

Listen to the fading beat
Fading, dying
Listen to the loneliness
Calling, wishing

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

o_o

warning side effects include drozziness.

me: pffttt~ nothing to worry about *pops 2 pills*


oOO!oO WHOAAA woooOOOEEEE *lowers eye lids* *opens themU* OoowOWO! JOJOJO~ kKK...............*snoooreee*...................*twitch* O_O...........oh shit.

even now im finding it extremely hard to type. man..these past three days have been bad for me, physically - wat the hell is wrong wid my body!"!? it's as if someone's put a curse on me!

dammmmmmmmmmmitt!

huh

*eye lids lower* i feel so weak! so vunerable! i feel like whining my head off (sorta like yesterday) i feel bitchy, moody, and mad at everyone! im insulted by the smallest things and this morning a consumed dirty yellow water from the tap!

DAMMMIT!

i feel stupid and like my intellegience is being challanged - or not even, completely pushed aside! ignored! rejected!

and suddenly, after stretching. i dont care.

*forces eye lids open*

now i feel angered and annoyed! rawr!

and now im just gonna enter in this post cuz everything feels pointless and troublesome!


rawr........


k this is an edit post...since i dun wanna start a new one and therefore end up hafin the one before it totally ignored!

seems like blog isnt as active as before.

idunno wat im wanting to say...maybe i wanna say...i wanna rip out my soul, i wanna throw it in front of me and stare at it. for a good long time. then i wanna hug it and absord myself into it. i wanna see the deepest parts of my heart. i wanna help make it's dreams come true.

but why are they always shattered!? where? where will i go! how will....i fair...u can always start now. every moment that passes is an opportunity.

who wants to hear about blue an outcast from the home she created with her late best friend, tory, a name often muttered in the home she was kicked out from? about Aisling, a boy wound up in the middle of a intergalactic war? about cameo and faolan, two boys trying to save their kingdom from an evil necromancer's grip? about...plenty others, whom i had forgotten the names of....one a girl striving to overcome the gift of fire, that many see as a curse, about a middle-aged man with the eyes of someone who's lived far to long, about a group of random strangers who'd wound up being chosen to guard the 10 gates of living passage, about a little boy who's gift is also a curse, about two girls trying to save their homeland from complete invasion


and the list goes on. but now..i gotta go.

= P


cya all! =D

Sunday, August 14, 2005

drawing frenzy


she came as an inspiration from .hack infection, and cuz keane was saying how i should become a fashion designer. i guess i did this to ask myself, how well can i design?

well, id say EH! ...seems like i haf an obsession w/ frills tho! i coloured in the original copy so i was being a lil risky by guessing wat colours would look good together. the gold was a last minute addition..otherwise i think she's worthy of a "awww" i think a lot of things are not right...like her hat and umbrella! i rlly need to work on accessories~~~!!!
the things on her legs were something i just jumped for...now that i look at it it seems impossible for those things to be held up properly widout a lot of glue...should of put lace ties. ! that woulda been sooooo cute.

ne way, on the the next image!




this one's been inspired by my recent obession that hasnt been fed lately: D Greyman. i drew one like this before and...well im not sure which i think came out better. as for colouring job i think the first one was MUCH better...but luckily! i didnt colour in the original copies...still playing around wid those contrasts~ ..i think in this one image faolan suffered -- cameo looks so cute!
















i haf more but itz 12:30 AM and tomorrow i gotta leave at 8 AM to go to balm beach - yay! ~(-_-)~ ...hahah! but it'll be fun ^_^ time to get tanned!
ne way - time to sleep!

cheerio!

heheh cheeriooooosss =)